BEING NOWHERE

*and miles to go before I sleep
*and miles to go before I sleep

Sometimes I felt that this is the wrong place to grow, the bigest mistake that I’ve ever made…

BEING NOWHERE… I called it so…

Now, they could see that my life is almost perfect…
But, somehow I feel lost..in my own fake world…my superficial imagination…
People around me..
They are great, fabulous, magnificient…
However, I still feel lonely… alone… and… LOST !!!

Please tell me.
who I am?
Where I should be?
How it’s like to be You?
just You yourself....

When I was a kid,
My father ever told me about a story of a lost child taken from the holy bible…

The story goes like this..

Once there was a boy who left his father for his own greed…
He asked his right from his father, his father gave it to him and he left…
He spends his money with girls and drunks…
Until one day he woke up, nothing left in his pocket and he has no one..
Considering his false he came back to his father and asked to be his father’s slave..
His father hugged him and tells him that he forgives him…

This story always remind me of my life now
I'm wondering how if being here was the wrong choices..
How if I’m not belong to this place…..
how if this not my destiny...

Does my father will let me go home…
Will he forgives me for these useless years??

Tell me??

I wanna know the answer?