crazy little thing called LOVE

Tonight, I had a looong chitchat with my friend in our boardinghouse's kitchen! I don’t know much about true love, but I’ve been adoring her for her strength in facing this very Love attack.

After I talked to her, i reflected myself "how if I'm the one who is in her position" being hurt and feel so restless, don't know what to do and feels so empty. well, kind of hard to imagine how painful the feeling she might feel right know. i just can't count how many times she wept while she told her very sad story about the guy who broke her heart and just don't even dare to show that he CARES.

I've known this guy for couple months, apparently he is a very nice, smart, thoughtful, and wise guy. yeah, a great picture of  a future husband. ONE of a Kind. Pearl in a Palace. but don't ever judge a book until you open it, read it, and understand it. i won't tell my personal judgment toward a person that i don't know much. so, lets just talk about what i've learned from the chitchat.

couple days ago, I learned that there are some good guys who want to be there by your side, without even thinking about making you one of their toy or experimental stuff. who dare to show how they feel and make decision about it. there are some guys who stay there whenever you need them, whatever you say, whatever you do.
 

Today, I learned that there are some people who only want to have you, who only wants to make you one of his possessions; but he’ll never really be there by your side.

so the choice is yours :)

AND FOR MY FRIEND

I wish you could recover soon from your broken heart and pursue your dreams again. I wish all your dreams come true, and I wish you would have a long chance to spread courage to others, as well as positivity, and creativity, too. don't be sad Darl.

untuk seseorang yang udah nyakitin temenku aku cuma bisa bilang "jangan salahin dia kalo didepanmu dia akan terlihat penuh amarah. ketahuilah itu hanyalah satu-satunya cara yang dia bisa untuk mencoba mengatakan padamu betapa hatinya sangat terluka" but still after the yelling and harsh words, she keeps missing you. 

P.S: 
“Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt.” 
- Tom Gates