It’s raining outside..Just like what I feel inside, it is now cold and annoying. An empty space filled my heart which make me hard to breath..
Yes, I’m strong enough..
But, it costs a lot of brave Heart to make it through the rain but I still don’t know whether I can make it or not. When all of my strength has gone, when there were no one can shade my tears, when all choices seems wrong now and my heart is getting colder. It seems hard even to fake a smile so they won’t see.
I did stupid mistake, I always did. But this time I desperately had torn my own heart into pieces!
Lets say’ I could face any hardship in life but again I have to quit and give up when I face what we called as LOVE.
This boy that I’m talking about has just come along my way when the other one has just left. Gee..I never planned it, it’s just happened. Now I’m involving myself in a very complicated situation and it cause a very bad heartache when my past came along and asked me to stay, where this new boy is waiting for me to share the same feeling with what he feels.
Now, they are in a big fight and I don’t even dare to choose? Should I choose one of them, or I have to keep one and let the other get hurt….or I can just forget them all coz there are a lot of choices that I dare to share while I’m still young…
Tear drops again seems impossible since I have just closed my heart to be hurt. Why I did this to myself, I don’t even understand. Maybe GOODBYE is the only way to keep me stand still and fight against my own.
When the warmth of his touch now become cold, when the truth in my eyes was fading..
